This is my autobiography about how I lived with a narcissistic parent who wanted to kill me. It was a strange reality that I had to deal with as a kid, an adult, a mother, and then a wife. It’s a true story about how I almost died more than once but got through it. Since she was a little girl and was beaten and ignored a lot, she became the person her family blamed for everything. As an adult, I looked for ways to heal and understand. Because I didn’t have a good mentor to help me figure things out, confusion led me down some painful paths. Later in life, members of my family who I loved were in the news for crimes like lying to get someone to kill them. The killer of a family member I loved was clear to my spirit from the start.